Mommy Bootcamp

Whoa Nelly, there are moments each day when I feel like I'm in Mommy Bootcamp.  I think I've got a handle on things, then Jacob decides he doesn't want to eat (and then Mastitis and a dwindling milk supply).  Or Connor decides climbing out of his crib is real fun.  Or we need to go to Costco and I time Jacob's feedings poorly and I end up with a screaming baby with everyone staring at me.  I've tried getting into a workout routine, and it's more stress and hassle than worth it.  Homework and picking up and dropping off. Discipline!  Giving each child enough attention.  Meal planning, shopping, cleaning!  A fussy baby and a crying toddler - who do I attend to first?!  And let's not forget the being up at all hours of the night.  There are times when it's just so overwhelming.  But then I think about how far we've come as a family.  How truly lucky I am.  To have these sweet babies.  To be able to stay home with them.  To snuggle and love on them to my heart's content.  To have a husband that works hard for us and is invested in our lives.  This time, as hard as it is, is fleeting.  I'm just trying to hang on tight and enjoy the ride!